{"id":280,"date":"2009-12-25T08:36:36","date_gmt":"2009-12-24T22:36:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/?p=280"},"modified":"2010-01-03T17:09:28","modified_gmt":"2010-01-03T07:09:28","slug":"unoriginal-unfinished-thoughts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/?p=280","title":{"rendered":"unoriginal (unfinished thoughts)"},"content":{"rendered":"

unfinished thoughts, posted a week or so after they were started..<\/em><\/p>\n

i am feeling a little bit down this morning. i have been feeling a bit down all week. on monday i broke a bit. there were just too many frustrations and then the camel’s back broke when i asked the girls to go to the toilet before wee went out and instead of just going to the goddamn toilet it turned into a whiny tantrum fest on the part of abigail – because stephanie went first.<\/p>\n

for fuck’s sake.. it’s just the fricking toilet.<\/p>\n

it has been very hot and i am tired, i think when there are long stretches of warm nights i don’t sleep as well and it builds up a bit. i have tried to get some naps happening a couple of afternoons but everyone else just wants to fuck around instead. <\/p>\n

if i am to be honest then i will admit that this morning i am also feeling somewhat sulky because we had a webcam chat scheduled with daniel’s parents so that they could watch the kids open the presents they got for them. because he was chatting to them and then helping the kids put together their dora and diego lego set, daniel didn’t make my cup of coffee that he makes me every morning. the caffiene doesn’t go astray but it is more about the message he gives when he makes it for me. he is telling me that he wants me to have a good day. and knowing that he cares makes a huge difference, especially when i am struggling to think why i might care myself.<\/p>\n

i had an injection of vitamin b12 last week, and also another blood test. twat-face head-doctor was reading <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

unfinished thoughts, posted a week or so after they were started.. i am feeling a little bit down this morning. i have been feeling a bit down all week. on monday i broke a bit. there were just too many frustrations and then the camel’s back broke when i asked the girls to go to […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-280","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p5SdGC-4w","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/280","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=280"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/280\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":283,"href":"https:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/280\/revisions\/283"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=280"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=280"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.gazpachosoup.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=280"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}